Friday, August 19, 2005
-jumps for joy.
i realised on my bdae this year that i haf loads of people who cared so much for me.now that the prelims and o's are getting nearer and nearer, i realised how much i loved my frens and how much i treasured this big group of people.
in no particular order:
`jingonut.hey pal.thnaks for being the one to send my a cyber hug after wad happened on saturday.we haf been friends for so long.i really treasure this frenship alot.we haf been thru so very much.i love you.u brought joy and much maniac laughter to my life since i met u almost 9 yrs ago.THANK YOU!
`jiaqi.and.lydia.hey peeps.thanks for all these 4 yrs where u guys brought so much madd moments into my life.i still rmb the times we went towning together and end up going home feeling high and totally KRAZEE.u guys were the limelight in the full 4 years of my life in secondary skl.i noe i nv shedded a tear b4 u guys but i think during sec4 farewell, i wldnt bear up so well.we shall see okie?takkaire always okie?u noe i love the two of your very very much.(:
`lynette.and.grace.u guys were insane everytime we went out together.especially lyn wif her loudspeaker-voice.i still rmb those times we took neoprints and looked really spastic.that was rather recently.promise me, we will do it agn okie? love ya!
`jeslin.and.cynthia.and.melissa.hey momok and kanasai and melly-wally.even tho we only got together this year.i really love the times we went town-ing and got super mad, walking up and down the whole stretch of orchard road repeatly just to get the bags we want.thanks you guys for that.it brightened up my day tremendously just to go shopping wif you guys.we are like the most pyscho-ed people found loose in orchard.after prelims, we shall haf another shopping spree for our prom nite dress okie!take care!((:
`jerilyn.and.sueann.hey fren's partner and my GID-partner.yoohoo.sueannie.u were the best partner i had, being the most pyscho one who managed to endure my craziest mood swings these past year and a half.thanks so much.i love you to bites!im sooooo gonna miss you!and jerilyn, ur hair really cracks me up.thanks for always being the concerned one.even tho, i only really noe u well arnd mid-yr, still ur action for these few months really etched itself deep in my memories and my sec 4 life.thank you!
`yiyuan.for being the peng you who understood me so well.THANK YOU.i noe i nv treated you the way u deserved to be treated.you were and still is one of my closest friend whom i can always relate to.i love you.for being the only one who would listen to me silently wif that look of understanding and allowing me to finish my speech b4 telling me ur opinions.thank you.i love you alot alot.
`jan.and.sophie.heyyee peeps.u guys were the on-and-off friends of mine.still, i wanna thank you guys for insipiring me wif words(jan) and ur results(sophia).friends till the end.forget-me-not!
`kenny.for being my sparing partner.sumtimes u really cracked me up.hah."are we friends yet?" -rmb this qn?haha.hope we still are.thanks for being able to cheer me up sumtimes.u may not noe it but yepp.u brightened up my days in many countless ways.haha.
`brice.for being my sms-partner for the past eight months.thanks for letting my msges bao like crazy.haha.kidding.still.im glad that i was of sum help those first few months.yipee.((:
`my.two.dumbass-es.of.a.brother.u guys were my rock for these past 16 yrs.for kaixiang, u were the dearest elder brother i could ever haf.thank you for all those late-nite advices u gaf me.thank YOU!and my younger brother, kaiqin.i believe u were and still is my bestest best friend.even tho i haf stuff that i kept from u so u wouldnt blabber to anyone else.i love you so much.thank you didi.take care of yourself okae!i always worry about you.((:
`my parents.for so much.thank you.i love u two always.for giving birth to me, for giving me two brothers who really cared abt me and i them.THANK YOU!!!also for letting me be who im.for giving me trust when i truly deserved it.for listening to me and explaining things to me.especially daddy.i love you.
`joanne sis.u were the best godsis i could ever ask for.thank you for spending time to haf meals wif me and talking to me.for talking sense into me when i did really dumb stuff.(when i was in p5 i think.) thank you.u gaf me my other two LOVES.ryan and zachary.even tho ryan is seriously irritating at times.i love him!thanks you.((:
`my godmama.mama.xiexie ni.i dun think u will ever read wad i wrote.i hope one day i would be given the chance to say all this b4 i miss the opportunity.thank you for doting on me and didi.u were the best!i love you alot.you contributed soo sooo much to who im today.there were so much revelations for me while i was under your care.u taught me to me sensible and responsible for my own actions.THANK YOU!!!!!
to those that i didnt include.im sorry but this getting rather emotional.but still.to all the people i noe, thank you.its only at times like this, when i find out that this is truly how i felt.this are the things i would never be able to express out openly but YES, this are all the people i cherish the most!
especially to lydia ho.u were the one who gaf me an opening to be emotional and c that everything has its side of optimism.u lighted up the path in my life after i knew u in sec 1.u gaf me soo much to be happy about.in ur own indirect ways, u gaf me hope to hold onto even the thinest thread of optimism, and taught me, again, indirectly to embrace life as it is and not dwell on the sadder moments for life is always full of better and more fruitful times.u taught not wallow in self-pity.however we drift, i noe that, in the end, we would still remain friends and i thank you for that.i thank whoever im suppose to thank for all these wonderful people who added so much flair and brought so much joy to my life.THANK YOU!!!
lydia, it was ur blog entry that got me so emotional and jan's who taught me to show that i care for those arnd me.u may not noe it, but im currently haf so much pent up stress that i needed to release.today was the day i really cracked up.THANK YOU TWO.((:you gaf me the courage to tell the rest that i love them in all the little ways in which they meant so much to me.and you two as well.
ohh well.after the emotional part, i just wanna add to jiaqi: HAPPY SWEET 16!!
u are old.just like me and hoho.haha.hope u really enjoyed ur surprises and the stroll in town.hhaha.takkaire.i shall pass u ur letter tmr.((:all the best.
im going offline soon.since i've got geog consultation wif mr josef.and since we are the earliest grp, he say he is treating us to macs breakfast.yippee.i ordered the meals just now for all that are attending that time slot.wahh.i think mr tan is gonna be super broke.he has to pay 45 bucks plusplus.haha.think im going to slp now.nite-y.
`ilovemyfriendstotheuniverseandback.thankyouguys.foralltheemotional,pschological,andmentalsupportallthesetime!loveyaloads...
The Middle - by Jimmy Eat World
Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just try your best,
Try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves
When you're away.
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.
Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own,
so don't buy in.
Live right now and
just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough
For someone else.
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.
It just takes some time
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright, alright.
~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Hey, don't write yourself off yet,
It's only in your head you feel left out
and looked down on.
Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And don't you worry what their bitter hearts
Are gonna say.
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine,
Everything, everything will be alright,alright.
It just takes some time,
Little girl, you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything, everything will be just fine.
Everything, everything will be alright.
The World Is Black - By Good Charlotte
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day and
No one really knows why this is happening
But it's happening
And everywhere you go it's just a different place
You get the same dark feeling
See the same sad faces
No one really cares that this is happening
We come into this world
And we all are the same
In that moment there's no one to blame
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen
Living in this place it's always been this way
There's no one doing nothing so there's nothing changed
And I can't live when this world just keeps dying
It's dying
People always tell me this is part of the plan
That God's got everybody in His hands
But I can only pray that God is listening
Is He listening?
We're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see
But the world is black
And hearts are cold
And there's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
It won't be the same
Forever changed
By the things we've seen, seen, seen
We come into this world
And we all are the same
And in that moment there's no one to blame
But we're living in this world
Growing colder everyday
Nothing can stay perfect now I see
The world is black
And hearts are cold
There's no hope
That's what we're told
And we can't go back
(We can't go back)
It won't be the same
(It won't be the same)
Forever changed
(What will ever change)
By the things we've seen, seen, seen
Turn on channel seven at a quarter to eight
You see the same damn thing it's just a different day
And no one really knows why this is happening
::zhixinLOVESyou.
